The Big Lie?

March 12th, 2014

About two months ago I agreed to review Tanya Selvaratnam’s The Big Lie: Motherhood, Feminism, and the Reality of the Biological Clock for the Tribune’s book supplement. And then, once I got into the book, oh boy did I regret it. Not because it was bad - the book actually has much to recommend it. But Selvaratnam’s sprawling attempt to wrangle feminism, biomedical technology, pop culture, and politics into one comprehensible package, combined with her own hotly personal treatment of the evergreen question, “Can women have it all?” managed to rub up against so many still-tender spots in my own personal history that parsing it all out was more challenging than expected.

The results can be found here — and I’ll just add, to those made blind with rage by the subtitle (you appear to be legion), that I do believe the contents within are more nuanced and/or less incendiary than the cover package implies. If you’re interested in the subject, don’t take a pass just because the Prometheus marketing department decided to wave the red flag of feminism.

(If and when that link goes dead, here’s a handy pdf: page 1, page 2)

On day jobs and daydreaming

February 24th, 2014

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This is a (lightly) revised version of a piece presented February 20, 2014, as part of Day Job, a night of stories about work (and, it turned out, play) organized by artist Dmitry Samarov, in conjunction with his exhibit at LivingRoom Realty.

When people ask me what I do, I often joke that I have five day jobs. I have so many day jobs, I complain, that I don’t have time for the night jobs – the creative, life-affirming, desperately unmonetizable work that all this paid labor is supposed to be supporting. But that’s life in the new economy, right? The problem is, I’ve never been very good at playing the field. I was in a serious, long-term relationship with my career for years, and when we broke up a few years ago I spiraled out into promiscuity, looking for love in every gig I met. I had a hard time keeping it casual and then, when those short-term freelance jobs couldn’t give me what I wanted – every goddamn time — I would slide, once again, into despair.

So, a few weeks ago I went on a quick trip to New York with one of my regular day jobs. We’ve actually been together for a few years now and this one, at least, has settled into a comfortable routine, even if there’s still a bit of awkward tension. I try to stay poised and pretty when we’re together. We’re not watching bad TV in our sweatpants just yet, me and this job.

Because, this job, you see, is kind of a brainiac – what it is, really, is an academic journal of opera studies. The journal is held in high esteem by a very small number of musicologists, dramaturgs, performance studies people, and other miscellaneous academics, and has pretty much no relevance, or readership, outside this rarefied circle. And, while I’m not an academic, and I don’t know much about opera — or I didn’t when I started — it’s my charge to keep things on track; to keep the overcommitted, easily distracted thinkers whose thoughts fuel the journal from wandering off and getting lost in the thickets of dissertation defenses and departmental politics. This, basically, takes about ten hours a week, give or take, out of my life. It’s not bad, really, when all is said and done.

Every once in a while, though, it stands up and demands a little more commitment – and thus, I wound up in New York in early February for our board meeting and a conference on Prince Igor, a 19th-century opera by the Russian composer Aleksandar Borodin that was premiering in a new staging that weekend at the Met.

Now, Prince Igor is the tale of a man who makes very bad choices. A man blinded by hubris who, in the very first scene of the opera, defies the blazingly bad omen of a full solar eclipse and leads his men into battle with the Asian warlord to the east. The army is, of course, destroyed, Igor is taken prisoner by the enemy, his homeland is reduced to rubble, the women are raped, his wife is distraught, etc., etc.

It’s also four hours long, and by the time I made it to the conference early the next morning, I was weary. A familiar cloud of doubt descended as I made the rounds of the conference room. What am I doing here? Who is this job? It doesn’t really care about me – the real me, underneath this carefully de-linted sweater. It only cares what I can do for it.

As the assembled scholars dug into the previous night’s production my mind wandered. Musicologists debated the unstable narrative tropes of the medieval epic and the contemporary challenges of Orientalism in 19th-century opera. I wondered whether my paycheck had gone through in time to cover the rent. You should be trying harder to meet the right job, my inner monologue scolded. A nice job, with prospects, and good intentions for the future. This here? This is getting you nowhere.

By the time we broke for lunch I was considering sneaking out early. No one would notice; I didn’t even really need to be there. But instead I just went and got a bagel. And while I was sitting in an upper west side diner, licking the last of the whitefish salad from my fingers and checking my phone, I discovered that I had been dumped. One of my other jobs – a job that had sought me out and courted me, had made me feel so special that despite the various red flags it was throwing up I had let myself get excited about our future. And now? Now it turned out this job was seeing some other writer, and she was so excited about their new relationship that it was all over Twitter.

I walked back to the conference, blinking back hot embarrassing tears. Surely everyone on 86th Street could see that I was unlovable, unworthy of even the basic courtesy of a text message saying, “I’m sorry, I’ve met someone else.”

I settled into the back of the room simmering in a stew of self-pity and humiliation. My face burned; my mind buzzed. Around me the dialogue continued: musicologists and dramaturgs and performance studies people — some well-known thinkers at the peak of their careers; others junior scholars scrambling their way onto the tenure track, but all of their academic reputations carefully built on moments such as this, moments that entailed the informed consideration of questions of operatic scope.

Heroism! Hubris! Love! Failure! Redemption!

At the end of Prince Igor, the humbled hero turns his back on the life of sensual delights offered by his benevolent captors (long story) and returns to his devastated city-state, where he vows to redeem himself, rebuild and start anew. Based on a historical event from the 12th century, it’s a national epic on par with the Niebelungenleid and Beowulf, and while the score pales in the face of the Ring Cycle, it, you know, holds its own as allegory.

And somehow, as the afternoon rolled on, the fact pierced my private pouting that here in this room my day job – my boring, sort of nerdy day job — was publicly investigating the eternal tension between duty and pleasure; between men and women; East and West; body and mind. And though this was happening in an environment so hermetically sealed that a very involved discussion of the theatrical deployment of a stage full of poppies as a visual metaphor for the escape into oblivion failed to include a single reference to the death of Philip Seymour Hoffman, whose funeral was that day taking place 40 blocks south – I was soothed.

My mind calmed; my humiliation at my other job’s heartless betrayal was replaced first by anger – what an asshole! – and then acceptance. Because that other job? It was pretty high maintenance. It made big promises, but had trouble returning my emails. Frankly, I was better off without it.

I sat in the back of the conference room and as the conversation unspooled, my left brain kept tabs on the proceedings at hand as the right drifted into daydreams. I remembered lost loves and mistakes made in the face of phenomenally bad omens. And I didn’t panic. It’s all going to be OK. There are other, better jobs in the world; jobs that will treat me right, and I lost myself in visions of a future spilling over with love and loss, success and failure. I am lucky, I realized in that hot conference room and that uncomfortable chair. Lucky that my day job isn’t afraid to talk about its feelings, to engage with big emotions. I’m lucky to have this job to remind me that the day to day grind can still unfurl at operatic scale. I know there’s no future for me and this day job – but that doesn’t mean it can’t still surprise me – deliver comfort even, and occasionally joy.

Talking trash with Elise Zelechowski

January 11th, 2014

Elise Zelechowski is executive director of the ReBuilding Exchange (RX), a Chicago-based organization that diverts used building materials – the source of 40% of America’s solid waste stream – away from landfills by promoting sustainable “deconstruction” practices which allow it to reclaim lumber and other raw materials from demolition and remodeling sites and make them available to the public for reuse.

In addition to being an expert on all things garbage, Zelechowski is also my neighbor and a damn fine conversationalist. We sat down over breakfast burritos in December to talk about the need to rethink the waste stream, the economic and environmental impacts of creative reuse, and how making trash visible is key to making it manageable. Our wide-ranging Q&A can be found here at the Occupy website (it was later picked up by Truthout).

Shortly after this piece was published at the end of 2013, Elise announced she was leaving RX to take a position with Thoughtworks, to lead their social impact program in the U.S. So, hey that means RX is looking for a new executive director to carry the torch she so critically lit.

Artist Painters

December 17th, 2013

So, I guess I am a business reporter now? I’ve been talking to Gene Pellegrene and the crew at Artist Painters for the last few months — and the result is my first story for Chicago Grid, the online business publication from the people who bring you the Chicago Sun-Times, the Chicago Reader, and, well, who knows what else soon.

Because it’s a business story I focused on, yep, Gene’s business. But he’s got a lot more to say about art, gift-giving, the reciprocity of relationships. He’s an interesting guy and if I’d hung around a few more months I could probably have written a 10,000-word feature. Instead, here’s one little bit hat didn’t make the cut:

“I can tell at the end when people don’t know about the art. I’ve learned not to describe the concept of Artist Painters as an art piece when I give them the art. I do it before, and then I go get the art. Because sometimes they’re just dumbfounded. If it’s done right it’s a powerful thing, and it’s an emotional thing. And oddly I find that I’m more emotional about it than anybody. There’s something about the beauty of what can happen that gets me. People have teared up or just had these expressions of complete joy, or wanted to hug me. People don’t know how to wrap their minds around it and I think it takes a bit of time to sink in.

“I don’t want to tell people up front that we’re going to make them a piece of art because then they might not take us seriously as a painting company. And we should be taken very seriously as a painting company, because no one is going to be as neurotic and crazy as me. And all of us, we really care about the painting aspect of it. So that’s why I tell people the quality has to be so high for this to work as an art piece. So that’s another reason not to tell people up front about the art because I don’t want people to think it’s a gimmick. Or it’s some kind of hook.”

Once upon a world

September 28th, 2013

So, I’ve been reviewing books semiregularly for the Tribune for a few months now, and it’s nice to be back in a deadline-making, word-count-hitting groove. Thus far I’ve stuck mostly to the food beat, but with this latest I got to branch out into ecology — and I liked it.

JB Mackinnon is a former Adbusters editor and author, with his partner Alisa Smith, of the 2007 bestseller Plenty, one of the first books to popularize the then-fringey idea of local eating. (Canadian title: “The 100-Mile Diet.”) I wrote about that book for the Reader when it came out, and have loosely followed their work ever since, and after I chanced upon a great essay by Mackinnon in Orion (”Appetite of Abundance,” sadly not online) I was inspired to seek out his latest, The Once and Future World.

Here’s the review – which can be found in prettier PDF format if you are a subscriber to the Trib’s Printer’s Row digital supplement.

Charles the not-so-excellent?

August 30th, 2013

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I’m on vacation but by the time a friend texted me this morning to see if I’d seen the news, I was already all over the latest devolution of the Charlie Trotter Story. You know the one I mean. The one in which he reportedly ordered some high school photography students to clean the toilets, hollered and cursed at them when they declined, and offered at least one teenaged girl $500 to get a “Charlie Trotter’s” tattoo before he, allegedly, threw the students out of his now-shuttered restaurant. He also (allegedly) flipped off a bemused WGN-TV reporter.

The facts are still sketchy and schadenfreude is ugly — and the comments on this Sun-Times story are even more so. But it was enough of a news peg to get me to do something I’ve been meaning to do for a while: namely, free my 2002 Baffler essay on Trotter’s business philosophy from behind the MIT Journals paywall.

This piece was the thinkier followup to a 2001 Reader feature I wrote in the wake of a confounding meal at the restaurant, but as the Baffler ceased publication shortly thereafter so too did my piece drop unmourned from the cultural conversation. I was happy to find it a few months ago archived along with other pre-digital-explosion content at the journal’s new MIT Press home.

It’s here: Charles the Excellent (Baffler #15, 2002) (pdf)

Stories about storytelling

August 12th, 2013

I just got back from a week on Washington Island, the remote Wisconsin island about which — once upon a time, in 2008 — I entertained fantasies of writing a book. I spent a long, solitary summer on the island that year only to return home after Labor Day with no book, no money, and an ugly bruise on my ego.

My book project failed for a bunch of reasons but one of the biggest was that after a while I was unable to divorce my writing mind from my personal affection for the people I was supposedly chronicling. It’s a trope that writing is a lonely business, but never more so than when you’re stuck six miles off the mainland, and your only connection to the rest of your life entails spotty cell service and daily trips to the library to squat on the free wifi. In that environment, when you stumble upon an actual person interested in your company,  it’s easier than you think to table your annoying questions and your digital voice recorder and take them up on that offer of a beer.

That summer came flooding back when I read Michael Paterniti’s The Telling Room, which I reviewed this month for the Tribune. (In fact, I sent the final version of the review off using the aforementioned sketchy island wifi.) The Telling Room is a food memoir, and a mystery, and a couple of other things, but at its core it is a smart and rueful meditation on storytelling and on the hazards of going native. The full review is here — and the book itself is a great read. I would recommend it to anyone interested in cheese, Spain, the pitfalls of immersion journalism, and any intersection thereof.

Repetitive stress

July 11th, 2013

[I am neither an actor nor a playwright, and yet somehow I have wound up in a theater company full of actors and playwrights. I wrote and performed this for Theater Oobleck's 25th anniversary bash June 19, staged at Uptown's beautiful National Pastime Theater as part of the Pivot Arts Festival.]

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I come before you tonight as an impostor.

A pretender. A humbug. A sham.

Because I don’t have 25 years with Theater Oobleck. I don’t even have 20 years; or 15. Or 12.

I do not know the answer to the question: “When Will the Rats Come to Chew Through Your Anus?” I cannot say who triumphed in the battle of “Godzilla vs. Lent.” I did not attend the University of Michigan at Ann Arbor. I’m not a playwright, or an actor. I didn’t even move to Chicago until 1995.

The first Oobleck show I ever worked on was the 2004 Election Play, “The Passion of the Bush,” in the studio space at the Western Avenue theater formerly known as the Viaduct, and now the new home of Links Hall and Constellation.  The first Oobleck show I ever saw was maybe a year earlier, the 2003 remount of “Known Unknowns” – at the old Curious Theater Branch space on Glenwood in Rogers Park.  Which is now I think a yoga studio. And this itself was just a few weeks after I had first encountered several members of Theater Oobleck around a table at the Heartland Café. Which, against all odds, is still the Heartland Café.

But the first time I became aware of Theater Oobleck was actually a few years before all of that. It was here.

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This is what the Reader looked like in 1998. And on the final spread of Section One every week there was a calendar – a selection of recommended events for the week to come. I later went on to work at the Reader, and I edited this section for many years, but that’s not the point here.

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The point is that, on the left-hand page of the calendar spread for the week of March 20, 1998, are two stories: One, on a benefit for the zine I published in the 1990s, and another about a benefit for Oobleck founding member Danny Thompson, who had broken his leg while rehearsing for his new play, “Necessity,” and who, according to author Jack Helbig, had racked up more than $17,000 in medical bills as a result. And since I didn’t care to relive the particulars of my story, which involved the somewhat embarrassing experience of being arrested at yet another benefit party for the zine – I read Danny’s story instead and thought, “wow, that sucks.” And marked the name – what does that MEAN? Theater Oobleck? — in my head for future reference.

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Now, as I said, this was the late 1990s, and while I was off not knowing anything about Theater Oobleck, I was keeping myself busy publishing this zine. It was called Maxine and, under the subtitle “a literate companion for churlish girls and rakish women “ it was an unintentionally annual forum for writing by and about women and their various issues.

And in 1998, my issue was my hands. They hurt, so much, my hands. They hurt.

As I wrote, in this, the final issue of Maxine, “the Body issue” :

“Within 20 minutes of sitting down at the computer to write my fingers would invariably go tingly and numb. Pain shot darts up through the joints of my ring and index fingers. My wrists throbbed gently and a dull ache cramped the muscles of my palms. I couldn’t write for more than a few minutes at a time before my fingers cramped into crooked little claws and it was time for a break. “

The essay goes on to talk about the disproportionate spike in the rate of repetitive stress injuries among women working low-skill industrial and clerical jobs, to chart the rise in the acceptance of RSI’s as a legitimate workplace safety concern, and to note the generally inconclusive results of efforts to diagnose and treat them. Somewhere in there I also worked in reference to Evil Dead II, and as this was maybe the third or fourth nonacademic essay I’d written in my life, I was pretty proud of that.

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But, looking back on this piece, not 25 but 15 years later, I’m struck by something weird. My hands? They still hurt. They hurt all the time. They go numb and tingly and throb and I run cold water on my wrists and stick my hands under my butt for a break if I’m on deadline. I’m sure whatever’s going on in the carpal tunnel – a semicircle of eight bones in the wrist that are connected on the palm side by the transverse carpal ligament – is not pretty. But I don’t really notice it. I’ve written many more essays since then and I’ve accepted the pain as just part of the deal.

Can it be that, over time, you just acclimate? Go numb to the numbness? Or is there something else going on?

Now, surely here there are all sorts of jokes to be made about the repetitive stress of creating theater over 25 years with the same group of people and the same directorless structure. Or for that matter, of publishing a zine. Or throwing benefit parties in general. And if I actually had 25 years with Theater Oobleck under my belt I could maybe pull off something very smart involving Sam Shepard, a Fragonard painting, Thomas Edison, the Pope, and some public sex.

But I’m not up for that.

Rather, I’d just like to take my waning time here to tell you that 15 years later I have come around. And for all the pain repetition can bring – all the inflamed median nerves and flexor tendons and all the creative ruts and the monotony and the bad habits left unbroken … for all of that, I now believe, repetition to be a force for good.

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I mean, repetition is the building block of the natural world. Consider the fractal perfection of the snowflake; the arrangement of leaves around a stem, spiraling at neat angles to the precise steps of a Fibonacci sequence; the pure two-note call of the common chickadee, mocking and relentless.

Pythagoras, famed for his study of the triangle and its hypotenuse, believed that the very foundation of moral philosophy lay in repetition.  Or, at least, it did if you wanted your philosophy to have, like geometry, or birdsong, any hope of a real-world application.

Through daily repetition of a litany of maxims governing personal relationships and conduct – “Friends share all things;” “In anger we should refrain from both speech and action”– he and his followers believed they could train their minds to call up such rules for living without thinking, and thus tame and master their irrational selves.

We repeat things to know them, until we don’t know we know them.

We repeat things to know them.

A sentiment echoed in the words of noted Blake scholar Bernard Barrow, “We read poems, so that we can repeat them – with the childlike wish we might become them.”

Or, as no less a philosopher than the Fall’s Mark E. Smith once posited: “Repetition, repetition, repetition. We dig it. We dig it. We dig it.”

Alright, so Pythagoras was sort of nuts: among his other maxims were the commandment that one must spit upon one’s fingernail clippings and a famously stern proscription against eating beans. And Professor Barrow is actually a folk singer, not to mention a fictional character in a play by Mickle Maher. And Mark E. Smith is Mark E. Smith. But, still. They’re onto something.

Because do something over and over again, enough times and, as – as when doing reps at the gym – you build muscles, reinforce connective tissue, steel your nerves.

Who can deny that repetition lends structure and definition to projects beyond the body? To music. To poetry. To art.

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Paging Andy Warhol.

Paging Andy Warhol.

As a rhetorical device, repetition can Drive. Your. Point. Home.

Now, many of you here tonight are probably familiar with the Meisner Technique and the Repetition Exercise. For those who aren’t, it’s an acting exercise in which two people face each other and repeat objective statements about each other’s appearance and behavior.

“You have blue eyes.”

“You have blue eyes.”

“You have blue eyes.”

The goal of this undeniably dull conversation is to teach the actors to be, rather than to think. To train them to respond spontaneously to events unfolding around them and, in Meisner’s words, “Live truthfully under imaginary circumstances.”

Which, I believe, could perhaps be analogous to the Pythagorean maxim: “Fake it till you make it.”

Working with Theater Oobleck actually did give me a repetitive stress injury. In 2009, after two days up a ladder hanging lights at the Storefront Theater for Jeff Dorchen’s “Strauss at Midnight,” I was standing, thankfully, not on a ladder but a chair when my tired shoulder slipped under the weight of an ETC Source Four elliptical spotlight.

Like Danny — who didn’t actually fall off the stage but broke his leg saving himself from the full-force fall – I did not fall, exactly. But I stumbled and teetered, and as the light dropped to the floor something went ‘pop,’ right here.

I emailed Danny this morning and he told me that “aside from the immediate pain the hassle of doctor trips,” he has very fond memories of the incident. And that the delay caused by his injury was ultimately very good for the show, and that to this day, every time it rains, he is happily reminded of the production by “a twinge of nostalgia above the right ankle.”

I get that twinge sometimes as well. Because it still hurts, my shoulder. I’m sure that whatever’s going on in there, in the inflamed supraspinatus tendon of my tired rotator cuff, it is not pretty. But I don’t think about it anymore. I’ve learned to just let it be.

Cassette From My Ex, revisited

July 2nd, 2013

[In 2008 Jason Bitner asked me to contribute something to a project he was working on called Cassette From My Ex. A website and MP3 archive, and later a book, it was exactly what it sounds like: a multimedia celebration and documentation of 80s and 90s mix tapes and the stories behind them. I sent Jason a  short piece, basked in the warm hit of nostalgia it produced, and then forgot about it till the other day when the story came up for some reason and I went looking for the piece online, to send to a friend. Alas, the site is no more, but (somewhat incredibly) the essay still lives on my laptop, and it still gives me a fuzzy glow ... so here it is for posterity. Or at least until this site too goes the way of all things.]

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My college boyfriend sent me this tape sometime over the summer between my freshman and sophomore years. We hadn’t been together long before vacation started, and what leaps out at me now is how aggressively, hilariously unromantic this playlist is. Most of it is loud, snotty, cynical, depressive, angry, noisy—I mean, the first song is the Descendents’ “Clean Sheets.” There’s not a lot of romantic promise in “Even though you’ll never come clean you know it’s true. Those sheets are dirty. And so are you.”

But I don’t remember minding much. When I’d turned up at school a year earlier I was still tangled up with a guy back home, a 17-year-old seduction artist who wooed me, persistently, with candles, cheap wine, and Roxy Music. But, by Christmas he’d turned out to be a two-timing cokehead and by spring break he was history. Jon, meanwhile, was loudmouthed and funny and, conveniently, lived upstairs. He had painfully thick glasses that were, in their ugliness, a badge of honor, and a mop of curly hair that usually hung in his face. He played guitar, of course, and had emphatic, hyperarticulate opinions on every band you’d never heard of, but he was from suburban New Jersey and I was from Seattle and had seen Green River. It was this (I think) that hooked him; he bided his time.

Burned by my amped-up Romeo, I was leery of high romance. I switched from Sangre de Toro to Genny Cream Ale. I cringed when I heard Avalon. I’d like to think maybe Jon picked up on this, but it’s more likely that flowers and candles had just plain never occurred to him. I was his first girlfriend and while I can’t actually remember the language with which he finally declared his intentions, I remember him being gracelessly blunt, almost spitting out the words as if to make them go away.

Over the summer he languished doing landscaping with his band in Atlanta while I slung espresso 2,000 miles away, but we talked on the phone here and there, guarded and full of prickly bravado. I was happily surprised when the tape turned up in the mail—“Oh! He does like me.” But even here, the tongue-in-cheek title card—which reads “Black Flag, Death of Samantha, Yes, Emerson Lake and Palmer, Jethro Tull”– is all about what isn’t inside, rather than what is. (I thought Henry Rollins was a poseur and John Petkovic a sleazebag for hitting on me once in a Cleveland club. To this day I don’t know what my problem was with Yes.) There was a letter too, pages full of bitterly funny liner notes, but that’s long lost. I remember, though, that at the very end was a tiny, tender note.

When school started again we were a couple, and we stayed that way for another two years full of all the high drama you’d expect from kids who can’t imagine the future. We fought and fooled around and dealt with sad, confusing, scary things for which, in hindsight, we were breathtakingly ill-equipped. And we struggled, oh how we struggled, to communicate—but when we did, there were magic sparks.

He graduated a year before me and moved to New York, and I fell in love with someone else. I still feel shitty about the way I didn’t deal with that but by then the future was coming into at least soft-focus, and neither of us figured in the other’s. Everybody moved on. Got older, got wiser, got married (or he did, at least). Whatever bad feelings there were fell away, unmourned, and without even noticing we found ourselves with a different kind of shared future—the kind that springs from 20 years of common cultural ground. I don’t know what happened to my Roxy Music boyfriend, but Jon and I, we’re Facebook friends. I wrote to him to tell him I was doing this. “I am TOTALLY IN LOVE with the idiot 18 y.o. that thought it was a good idea to put ‘Pretty Fuck Look’ on the tape of a girl he liked,” he replied. And I laughed all over again.

Track list

Happy Rockin’ Side:

Clean Sheets (Descendents)
Walking/I don’t need the reasons (Eastern Dark)
Driving the Dynamite Truck (Breaking Circus)
Postcard (Salem 66)
Cheap Tragedies (Avengers)
Blow Up! (Dils)
The Other Side (Moving Targets)
Jak (Volcano Suns)
Seven Days (Offbeats)
Jersey Devil/Best things in Life/Earth People (Harm Farm)*
Jersey Devil/Whiskey (Brad Pedinoff)*

Angsty, Dirgey Side:
Curtain of Surprise/Happy/She Does (Lilies)**
Assassin (Rat at Rat r)
Pretty Fuck Look (Pussy Galore)
Man in the Trees (Die Kreutzen)
Mary had a little Drug Problem/For Crying out Loud (Scratch Acid)
Goin to the Beach/Slackjaw (Killdozer)
Still A Child/Man I Love (Skin)

* SF band fronted by the below-mentioned Brad Pedinoff; Jon’s roommate played drums for a while.

**I don’t think Jon knew that like half my friends I had a crush on Steve Immerwahr when he put this on the tape. This was his terrifically bleak, pre-Codeine Oberlin band.

Back on the book beat

June 13th, 2013

I’ve started reviewing books for the Tribune’s (relatively) new lit supplement, Printers Row Journal.  As a pretty package, Printer’s Row is only available to subscribers, but the reviews can be accessed through individual links - or at least that’s the impression I have. In any case! The first one, on Lucy Knisley’s Relish, a sweet graphic memoir of her young life in food, ran May 26 as part of a a package on graphic novels, and it can be read — in somewhat inglorious formatting — here.

Coming soon: My take on Emily Matchar’s Homeward Bound: Why Women Are Embracing the New Domesticity.

ETA:  Here is the Matchar review. For the record, I stand by all the words — but not the tacky, sexist, just-plain-wrong stock photo which accompanies them, and which pains me deeply.